Welcome to the online journal of Mesmerizing Mistress, an experienced hypnoDomme from the US, and kneeling sub, a novice male sub from the UK. Our relationship is primarily a Femdom (FD) Ds one with elements of bondage and the occasional small amount of mild Sm. There is also a lot of teasing and denial. Hypnosis is used frequently to increase kneeling sub’s submissiveness and obedience.

We live 5000 miles apart, we have never met, we will never meet. Our relationship takes place via email, the telephone and hypnotic mp3s.

Kneeling Mesmerized

Originally posted 2006-04-06 08:42:20. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

As Domina and I have advanced in our D/s relationship, I find it a happy chore to paint her nails. Now that her office is set up and the large screen TV is in there allowing us to recreate more, I look forward to sitting on the floor at her feet giving her a pedicure while we relax. I like when she proudly shows off my work.

Kissing her feet is also very desirous to me. Sometimes when I wake up in the morning feeling very amorous, I like to turn around in the bed and kiss them as she slowly stirs to start the day. Other times, when she is being strictly dominant with me, I enjoy kissing them as well as a sign of devotion. And more and more, I find it important to display this act submissively. If she’s been cooped up in a hot pair of heels at work all day or walking around outside barefoot, it’s even more opportunity to prove myself: to prove that I will eagerly get down on my hands and knees to kiss her feet at any opportunity to worship her.

The Path Least Chosen

Originally posted 2009-05-28 22:13:46. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

Mrs. Kelly writes of the birth of her husband’s safeword:

Up until about two weeks ago this worked fine. Two weeks ago we were doing some kind of bondage. To be honest, I am not 100% what it was. I think it was a basic four-point restraint to the bed posts and he was in a leather mask. It wasn’t anything unusual or special (kind of average stuff for us) and I wasn’t particularly into the whole thing (which is why I don’t really remember). But I’ve found that when I am not in the mood to play, I often get the most pleasure out of playing. Something about whipping a whimpering sub can really brighten my mood.

Anyway, somewhere in all this poormissy started whining. He said something like, “I don’t think I can emotionally handle this right now (afterward he denied that he said anything like this at all and still does).” I guess because I wasn’t in the mood and because of the words he used, I decided to stop the scene. I set him loose rather abruptly and told him to clean the kitchen for the next hour without speaking. He did this and then kneeled near me and told me he was finished. He told me he thought we should finish what we started. I told him that he’d missed out and he’d just have to deal with it. Then, I went to pick up our daughter from preschool.

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In retrospect, poormissy said he wasn’t really all that freaked out when he started whining. He claimed never to have said anything about his emotional state and said he was really surprised and upset when I ended the scene. He felt really disappointed in himself for causing the problem but also I think was angry at me for having “given up” on him so easily (which I admit now I did).

So after lots of discussion we decided that if we had a safe-word, it would be more clear when missy was actually in distress. We chose “eggplant” as our safe word. I felt it was strange enough to stand out in a scene.

Mrs. Kelly’s Playhouse

Originally posted 2007-03-05 17:37:44. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

I slowly started to put pegs on his body, first his nipples then onto the top of his legs. He flinched a couple of times, knowing that these pegs are giving him pain makes me feel so powerful. As I attached the pegs on his shoulders he started to shiver, I took off the leather mask and stroked his face and hair to sooth him all the time whispering into his ear. I knelt down and took the end of his penis and licked it slowly all the time keeping eye contact, he was slowly starting to lose all sense of what was happening, he had the pain of the pegs and the growing penis inside the gates of hell and the ecstasy of My licking his penis. I put on My black rubber gloves and took the gates of hell off. I put lubricant on the gloves and slowly stroked his penis, it became very hard very quickly, I whispered to him, do not come, you only come when I say so. When his penis was at its hardest I blindfolded him and decided to sit on the bed and download My e-mails. I left him for several minutes then quietly went over to him and whispered into his ear, I did this several times over the next half hour. After reading and answering My mail I took the blindfold and pegs of and untied him from the chair, oh dear kawa kitty had to be helped to the bed and a quilt put around him. W/we lay for a long time cuddling, I held him tight and told him how happy he made me, how much he had showed he loved and cared for me and I was only doing the training to make him the best kawa kitty in the world.

unNilla

Originally posted 2006-10-02 06:55:34. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

Male Submission Art

Originally posted 2009-01-07 09:06:36. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

Goddess Selena – I have found my calling as a dominant to my One (and only), dymion. Though BDSM activities were always something that peaked my curiosity, I never thought I would find someone who could bring these emotions out in me. dymion has been my friend, lover, mentor, and now my submissive partner. He makes me comfortable to express my dominant side, brings me all the pleasures I could ever ask for, and (with a touch of domestication) takes care of me, my house, and my little dog. It also doesn’t hurt he is the hottest man I have ever met. Yes, I’m addicted to the man, the rush, the scene, and the anticipation of experiences to come.

– Selena’s dymion – I have finally found my calling, and answered my deepest needs and desires, in my love and submission to Selena. She is the light that inspires me, the air that makes me live, the sustenance that gives me the strength to be who I am and what I am. In Selena, I have found the One. Completely devoted and dedicated to her, I’m only really free when bathing in her radiance, her love, and her domination. My Goddess has transformed me beyond anything I could have possibly imagined. Welcome to our world…

Domination, Submission, and Love In Life & Dreams

What we both did learn from our previous marriages is that we cannot go back to the normality of a vanilla relationship, the routine and boredom. That is the vanilla we fight and are frightened of, in the end I think that is the only thing that has the power to destroy us. Any D/s struggles we go through although difficult for us we learn and grow stronger from the experience.

So that is where we are, see for chance and I it is the entire package. D/s we like hardcore and intense – when we are not in very deep we both seem lost as to how we came out of it and how we get it back. The reality of that level as much as we both need and crave it is that is just seems to be impossible for us at times, because it is the entire package, and frankly I love the other parts almost as much, last week for instance chance came to my work to teach a drawing class. Am I less proud or in love with him seeing him standing so beautiful in a room where his drawings hang – these drawings that he created since we have been togeather, each and every drawing on that wall we have shared from the first stroke of his pen, they all have a story. I would also like to mention that he painted the entire wall that runs the length of the building I work in too, that leads into this room he was teaching in, so I walk down a hallway that has his painting 100 feet long into a room that was a place we stayed late at one might when he was creating that wall and I bent him over a table and fucked him for the first time in the ass.

Destiny and her pet chance

Originally posted 2006-05-22 04:30:18. Republished by Blog Post Promoter