Petty writes of the beginning of his life as hist Mistress’ pet.
O/our first weekend as Mistress and pet. and a huge learning curve it was, too. friday night heralded the start of something i will never forget. this really was, as promised, “the weekend of no returnâ€. i feel altered, i feel as if i’ve seen further into Mistress C than ever before. seen the direction “my” future lies.
i think that prior to this, Mistress C played with me. enjoyed me as She would a toy. on friday 12th may 2006, i learned what being Her pet entailed. met Her implacable authority. learned that games, experiences are to be about Her, not me. this was, if i’m honest, uncomfortable. uncomfortable but liberating. the sheer freedom of letting Mistress C take control.
this continued on the sunday night. Mistress C doing things for Her. me doing things for Her.
on becoming Hers, i agreed that there are to be no stopwords. i relinquish “my” right to say no to Her. to question Her. i have no limits other than those She sets for me.
sunday night’s experience was Her taking a fetish of mine and stripping it of all pleasure for me. making it Hers. W/we act it out – She gets all the pleasure, i get only the humiliation, the terror. for Her. Her pleasure. i realise where i should have been all “my” life.
Originally posted 2006-05-26 07:07:21. Republished by Blog Post Promoter
