05/22, 2006
Destiny and her pet chance
Mistress Destiny writes of the agonies of down time in a D/s relationship:
What we both did learn from our previous marriages is that we cannot go back to the normality of a vanilla relationship, the routine and boredom. That is the vanilla we fight and are frightened of, in the end I think that is the only thing that has the power to destroy us. Any D/s struggles we go through although difficult for us we learn and grow stronger from the experience.
So that is where we are, see for chance and I it is the entire package. D/s we like hardcore and intense - when we are not in very deep we both seem lost as to how we came out of it and how we get it back. The reality of that level as much as we both need and crave it is that is just seems to be impossible for us at times, because it is the entire package, and frankly I love the other parts almost as much, last week for instance chance came to my work to teach a drawing class. Am I less proud or in love with him seeing him standing so beautiful in a room where his drawings hang - these drawings that he created since we have been togeather, each and every drawing on that wall we have shared from the first stroke of his pen, they all have a story. I would also like to mention that he painted the entire wall that runs the length of the building I work in too, that leads into this room he was teaching in, so I walk down a hallway that has his painting 100 feet long into a room that was a place we stayed late at one might when he was creating that wall and I bent him over a table and fucked him for the first time in the ass.
